marriage

so i was having some thoughts that needed to be blogged.

I know marriage is an institution of God. so therefore a lot of Christians feel uncomfortable and wrong during premarital sex and a lot of non-christians dont (not saying there isnt a crossover). so i feel like a lot of marriages dont work out because what is being enjoyed outside of marriage that isnt supposed to be, doesnt have the appeal in marriage that its supposed to. This is a little confusing, so im trying to say take non christian couple A. they had sex all the time then got married, so it doesnt have the appeal that God meant it to in marriage and this couple is totally missing out on the true essence of sex because they never truly enjoyed it the right way. Now the husband cant stand the wife because he likes other bids and shes flipping out cuz he doesnt listen or care and she needs a new man.

i want to enjoy everything in God's context and just because i cant see him i know hes there and hopefully i wont screw up anymore and i will be obiedient and reep what i sow in a good way.

loves and kisses
aaron

long time

so its been two months since i made a post on this guy... two months exactly. well back by popular demand... i only have about two weeks left in the semester and it's time to start cranking down for finals. i am working on my final papers as well, and to be honest there were times where i didnt think i would make it this semester, but I am def am going to and with pretty good grades actually. im really excited to come home and finish out the rest of my fundraising for the bike trip. I am also trying to read the bible everyday and have a friend on my back about doing that. i have realized that i have done a really horrible job of seeking out God in the past full year and just wait for something magical to happen. I do a really great job at "trying" not to sin, but never actually end up successful if that makes any sense.

but yeah i am about to sign up for my first triathlon, i am nervous because i am not a great swimmer, but i am practicing really hard so hopefully that goes well. i really wanna win lol.

stay tuned

o and yeah my dad was supposed to come visit me but he blew me off for a bid... why is it like hes in college and im an old man?